Sunday, December 02, 2007
Been feeling quite down lately due to some problems with her... but i guess this is the final already... so my gut feeling is always correct all this while... all my feeling became the truth.. and i really admit to my life.... been really quite unlucky since my life starts....
Nothing went smooth in what i did... in love life i guess i really disappoint in myself... I only bring mistake, stress and unhappiness to her.... But because of all these i really meant to change it all just for her and i am really trying very very hard... but i guess there isn't any more chance for me... she had already know what she really wanted in her life and i guess i am happy for her....
This is life.... People will always take things for granted when they have it...But they dun treasure it and dunno the importance. After they lose it then they will really realise it and regret it.... it is very common i guess...
Though our relation just don't worth anything but she really played an importance roles in my life... She made me realise how much love can do to me... I used to always tin that loving someone will always have a limit to me... but i am wrong... If my limit is 100% then i really reach 120%... I just scare of losing her and wanting her to be safe and protected.... All we did and the time we spend together will be remembered always... thanks... Just a couple more weeks will be our 1 year le... i will never forget the day... Planning to bring you somewhere really very very nice... Nice view, nice lighting and nice drinks... But i know is impossible now... Been frenz is a good thing but for our case i guess we will eventually become just hi - bye frenz... this is what i feel... haiy...
My concern of you, my smell, my tu tu de zhui, my saying of ppl sha gua and even my pinching of ppl nose i tin cant reach you anymore...
I might taught her some lesson as well and maybe some self improvement... but since i am just a mistake in her life, it should be just erased... and she can really get her own happiness...
Different people have differnt kind of life... just like for some people, they can just spend a dollar and who noes they will become the next millionaire in Singapore... And some me i will be categorise somewhere really extremely bad.... Really... Even my own health also... So what can i do.... i just feel like saying:
I really love you alot alot.... and all these times is my most happy part of my life... And i never regret all the things i did for you... Hope you will understand... if you need me someday just come back to me.... but i guess there will never be this day...
Posted by Wei Jie at 11:54 AM