Saturday, April 28, 2007
Yoz yoz yoz.... So fast i am here to write again le... muahaha.... Now i am feeling much better de... after the previous post i actually outbreak... omg... i cant believe it myself either... so sudden and actually is my first time to cry for a girl... lolz... so throw face sia... lucky my er ge nv see if not he sure laugh... haha...
Been doing the whole day of exercise and staring in blank to make myself feel better ytd... and during night time went movie with my frenz and they also console me for most of the time... Thanks mans...
Though i keep saying what i need to do but i seem hard to do it... in the end i still pick up my phone and sms u... in my mind i only been thinking are u home anot... are u still outside and be careful back home all these.... haiy... guess i am a big big big sha gua ba.... haha...
okok dun dun abt her liao .... i am about to outbreak again... omg... Ya hor... forget to mention that i actually never go for my overseas attachement... regret y i never choose to go... Then mayb you might forget everything about me and happy right now...
For now i actually work for DSC for a month le... they hire mi as their part time for the 3 week then this week then start my actual attachement... haha.. the working environment is rather fun actually and quite slack.. My frenzs there are all very funny and friendly... easy to tok to... hehe... quite lucky ba..
hmmm guess i write alot le ba... that will be all for this post now...
Posted by Wei Jie at 8:47 PM
Friday, April 27, 2007
** FinAlly.... I am able to fit my computer... ** It is not spoil la just that everytime I wanna post a blog hor my computer will have an error. haha... now i am finally able to post something le... =p
For now I am still the same old me who is stuck at the same old problem.. After quite sometime of thinking I am finally able to come out with my plan and what I might going to do next.. Do I might not be able to really do it but I will try.... Everyone who know about my problems seems to tell me the same things. Thanks for all ur reminding and opinion.... Guess I am really stupid afterall...
"What you say and what you do might seem different".... This is what I really feel now...Perhaps you dun haf the courage to face the truth or make a decision.... But is ok... I understand how painful you are feeling... After all the thinking and understanding of you.... and from the pictures I saw from the internet a few days ago really make me feel that you are happy staying with him more than me..who you really need is him and I know and I understand all... After all you all had been together for a long time... been thru alot of pain and happiness....
I always though I am strong but recently then I realise that I am not... Been thru these few months with you I know we have been in pain for most of the time.... Always put you in a very diificult situation.. I am sorry...
After the talk that night i guess probably you will never come out with a decision... Though deep down in my heart I hope you will choose to be with me.... But I guess that will never happen... So since you cannot give me an answer right now I guess I will make a decision for you... a decision made for you because I LOVE YOU..... Please stay happy always.... haiz....
Posted by Wei Jie at 11:24 PM