Saturday, March 24, 2007
Hey hey hey !!! This is my first post since the account was created for my UIR subject.... Since i have been quite few for these period so i might as well write some journal for my own sake... if gt any problem or feel and shout out i can say it here... haha...
Ok... so since this is my first posting i will say abit of the problem i am facing now ba... is about BGR la... Currently i am quite troubled and bother in my situation now... The girl that i like now currently is attached.... so i feel very bad that i am between their good relation... worse is that i made the girl very confused now... Some of the time i will feel that she is using me only because i treat her quite good i assume... haha... but after some clarification i know that she is not... but not all that i believe... there is still some doubt at times...
At times... she will feel very confuse and cried over our situation... so i will tend to keep on thinking should i let her go... so that she will not be troubled anymore and continue to love her bf.... but some part of me cant let her go... will feel very lost and dont bear to give her ba... (bu she de)... So now even i cant come to a definite decision what i am suppose to do anymore... most of my good friends wil say find others girl ... but i do not know whether i can do it anot... so for now what i hope to do is just to let nature take course ... I will respect any decision she have made... this is the best solution to us 3... i think so...
So after saying about this i will talk about myself... haha... Currently i am waiting for my interview for overseas attachment.... but been waiting for some times le... and still do not know when i will start my attachment... so i also cannot go work... except for weekends... so life is like so shag... staying at home doing nothing.... so right now what i can do i think is to exercise and keep myself fit and try to enjoy my life as much as possible rather than thinking about my BGR... haha... in the past i will... but not now le... because it will just be a waste of time... haha...
hmmm... been talking for a bit le... so this will be it for my first post... haiz... after saying out i will more relieved and feel better... haha.. =p
Posted by Wei Jie at 10:49 AM